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without a personality

Define without a personality

7:52 PM

I define personality as the way something responds to its environment

7:52 PM

More or less

he was....empty

@Adeus. - jump i know this will sound weird, but did you try changing your pfp?

KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧

he was....empty

@Adeus. - jump i know this will sound weird, but did you try changing your pfp?

no? why?

berockly (TTG)

Define without a personality

he was like...totally neutral, and walk-ins were influencing his behavior

8:22 PM

he tried to do things he normally liked but it felt fake

8:22 PM

it's like his personality dissapeared but he was still alive

8:25 PM

he takes longer to answer us, you have to call him two or three times

Sounds like general apathy to me.

and im suspecting one of our tulpas is parroting him

Give them time.

so when he talks...it doesnt sound like its him talking

8:26 PM

just someone else disguising as him

Adeus.

and im suspecting one of our tulpas is parroting him

Thats just narrative you make up.

then....why does

8:26 PM

the tulpa who is parroting him appears right behind him controlling him

8:27 PM

and why their voices are getting too similar

Because you make it happen with your narrative.

8:28 PM

Why not just assume they are apathic today and let them chill and tomorrow they will be fine?

8:30 PM

It has happened for one day and you already built so much negative narrative arround it.

i mean

8:32 PM

i didnt choose to think of this on purpose, it must be my brain confabulating then

Confabulation, intrusive thoughts or whatever it was, even if you didnt choose it you dont need to accept it.

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ok then

Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し)

It has happened for one day and you already built so much negative narrative arround it.

im a anxious person im sorry

Adeus.

im a anxious person im sorry

Its okey. I hope it helps. They will probably be better tomorrow

thank you ❤️

No problem.

Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し)

Why not just assume they are apathic today and let them chill and tomorrow they will be fine?

yeah

8:37 PM

because it is your mind, things in it tend to work the way you expect them to, like in dreams

mindset is a helpful tool in general

thank you ❤️

@Adeus. - jump seriously, try changing your pfp for a bit and see if it works

9:44 PM

i know it sounds dumb

just change it to something that is not lifeless

Noone noticed my pfp change! The doggo is more detailed now...

10:00 PM

Hehe.

and the horizon is even less aligned!

Its a galaxy!

is it weird if i have a...tulpa with alter characteristics

2:24 PM

he isnt a alter but he is similar to one in some situations, he is a weird headmate

2:24 PM

when i was 15 i created a mask, someone else who was stronger than me

2:24 PM

so he could deal with certain things

2:24 PM

i would often pretend to be someone else so i could deal with things i just couldnt normally

2:25 PM

i had one mask, them i decided do turn him into a tulpa

2:25 PM

but i would always use this mask when i was stressed out (edited)

2:25 PM

the result is...now that he became a tulpa

2:25 PM

sometimes when im stressed out he starts to try to force a switch (its very hard for him to do it without my permission) (edited)

2:26 PM

or i start to feel his presence or that i became him, but not always

2:27 PM

he is the only tulpa who is able to do that here

2:27 PM

i know he is not a alter

2:27 PM

because of certain stuff, i also created him as a mask at 15 (edited)

2:29 PM

but i became dissociative at 15 to deal with stuff, so i would dissociate on purpose using these masks if that makes sense, you could say it was a alter ego

2:31 PM

he was a defense mechanism for me, and then i turned him into a tulpa, so now he acts...kinda alter-like sometimes but its not something i consider "disorderly" because its not frequently

2:31 PM

and i can just switch back

2:31 PM

but he is the only tulpa here able to do this

2:33 PM

but my thought process when i had these masks was "i need to become someone else or else i wont be able to deal with this" it started at 15 and now you can imagine why the guy is like that ...

You can ruminate about it and consider all the labels you want, or alternatively you can try to accept it as it? (edited)

do you think he is a alter then or smth like that?

Why does it matter what he is?

KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk

You can ruminate about it and consider all the labels you want, or alternatively you can try to accept it as it? (edited)

yeah

2:42 PM

i think alters and tulpas are a spectrum

2:42 PM

instead of something black and white like people say

I don’t know how considering it a spectrum would help your concerns

2:43 PM

everyone’s experience is different, people disagree on labels all the time

2:43 PM

I don’t see a value of ruminating on labels

2:43 PM

personally

you're right

KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk

everyone’s experience is different, people disagree on labels all the time

but that's why i said it was a spectrum instead of something black and white

2:44 PM

but i agree

2:44 PM

i shouldnt worry much about it

2:44 PM

he doesnt bring me harm so i think its okay

KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk

Why does it matter what he is?

It matters what he is, it doesnt matter how you call him.

I don’t know in what context there is a difference between these two, but I’m also not interested discussing it (edited)

So you acted a certain way when stressed, decided to make that into a tulpa. But you're still going to feel/act that way when stressed, so it feels like he's trying to force a switch...

KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk

I don’t know in what context there is a difference between these two, but I’m also not interested discussing it (edited)

It matter what he does, not what you call him. Would that be a better statement?

Yuka

So you acted a certain way when stressed, decided to make that into a tulpa. But you're still going to feel/act that way when stressed, so it feels like he's trying to force a switch...

yes the difference is that...he deviated so i can know the difference between me roleplaying and him

3:38 PM

sometimes i still act like that when stressed but

3:38 PM

i dont feel like its shiin

3:38 PM

but when its shiin i know its him

3:39 PM

instead of me acting by stress or smth

3:40 PM

i know because i start to identify as him instead of the mask (even throught he came from it) i see him in my mind's eye, or i feel his feelings

Are you happy with the way things are working now?

yes

Okay

Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し)

It matter what he does, not what you call him. Would that be a better statement?

I think it is much better

Adeus.

yes the difference is that...he deviated so i can know the difference between me roleplaying and him

Roleplaying? wdym

berockly (TTG)

Roleplaying? wdym

what i meant was using the mask or pretending to be someone elee

9:02 PM

else *

Ah

9:03 PM

Well

9:03 PM

The mask, you, and the tulpa are all separate things from what ive read

9:05 PM

Even if the mask is not sentient, (bc alter ego) it is still a thing you consider not you

9:05 PM

Hhh where was i going with this

Adeus.

but my thought process when i had these masks was "i need to become someone else or else i wont be able to deal with this" it started at 15 and now you can imagine why the guy is like that ...

But Viewing them as separate From each other is helpful

9:06 PM

you and the tulpa can overlap behaviors and such without causing issues

berockly (TTG)

The mask, you, and the tulpa are all separate things from what ive read

i had 3 masks

9:07 PM

one of them im...not sure it was a mask...it could be age regression but im not sure